BIG BABIES

Today i really don't even feel like being up or watching my adorable diva niece :P (who at this very moment is taking her baby doll on a walk and making sure she's fed... hella cute)
BUT I'M TIRED AND HEAVY!! these boys really weigh me down, pulling at my back and ribs and at times laying down doesn't even feel very good...just more pressure. What i could really use is a great, long and wonderful back massage!!! The hubby tries but i know he's tired from working... understood...trust me i truly understand standing on your feet all day at a register and having to be super happy with customers even when you don't feel super happy....BUT i just want to scream on the top of my lungs DO U KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO CARRY THESE GUYS???!!!!???? thats my hormonal and my exhausted talk, but i don't yell at him cuz he does try to rub me for a bit... its just nothing every feels long enough to at least get me in relaxed mode :(((

Child Birth Article

http://blogs.babycenter.com/mom_stories/childbirth-are-you-a-screamer/#comment-2931815
That link above should take you to the article I just read this morning, and trust me if you anything like me and are confused and completely lost about how you might take childbirth then read this. It pretty much lifted the boulder off of my shoulder. I'm constantly asking what am I gunna expect with childbirth and no one gives ANY positive NON SCARY feedback or at times they don't give any feedback at all and just say "O you'll be fine, don't worry about it." WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT!!! <<< that's honestly what i feel like screaming back at them, but of course i don't i just move on from it and go about my business. I just don't want to freak out about it, i want to be calm and collect and I WANT INFO! and stories that aren't scary is that so hard to ask for... i mean really?????

Welcome to My Blog

I guess i should start off by letting everyone get to know me a little bit huh? My name is Kirsten but everyone either calls me Kay, KK or as my niece likes to say it TayTay :) I'm 23 and currently expecting twins, two boys. That i guess is the man reason why i titled my blog as Wittle Animals, because that's how i see them as. I'm even going with the Zoo themed nursery. I found Zoo animal wall stickers at the Dollar Tree so that helped kind of launch the idea plus Daddy to be has a thing for elephants so it was a win/win situation. However in regards to about me I'm clueless, not just on being a mother but I'm pretty much going crazy lately, that could be another reason that I'm taking time for this blogging stuff...i just kinds need a place to be able to not just vent, but to just talk about baby stuff that other people in my life don't really have time for. I dont feel like I'm on the edge of losing my mind but I have so many questions and concerns half the time and since I'm not the first person in my family to have kids, I tend to feel like my worries and my concerns are just brushed off as pointless...sometimes even my excitement feels that way as well but.....